23 de septiembre de 2008

No quiero salir porque me sientosoygorda

Cosas que nunca más voy a comer

  • Cosas que contengan dulce de leche.
  • Pan.
  • Nada frito (bue, esto hace tiempo ni lo toco).
  • Chau cualquier tipo de galletitas.
  • Chau todo,

menos las frutas y verduras.

Aguante el ayuno duradero de antes.

A ver cuantos días de ayuno puede aguantar una persona obesa ( yo)

Diganme que mi balanza esta mal, diganme que peso 7/8 kilos menos!
Viste cuando empezas y no podes parar?
280 calorías en tostadas y mermelada (Aplauso para mi, gracias).
250+280= 530 calorías.

Mañana empiezo ayuno, más que harta de tratar de comer bien para evitar el efecto "rebote", lo único que me gusta es estar vacia, asi sea que después de pesar 30 kilos pese 800, no me interesa. Morir de inanición, tal vez, si es que antes no muero por obesidad.
Ne ce si to au to con trol y ha cer lo que qui e ro
no voy a comer.
-You smell like perfume. That's NOT mine.
-Your head's going fucking crazy, Your head is going crazy.Gotta get outta here and look after myself.
-What? What's so wrong with me that you can't love me?
- Look-
-What is wrong with me? I do everything for you.
I, I, I make myself look good, I go to the gym.I, I eat like a fucking rabbit.
I don't, I don't know what else to do.
Tell me.
-Baby, you don't understand because-
- What it is I have to do to make you love me.

Addicted

It's like your a drug
It's like your a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like your a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize
I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like your a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give you up now

Gym

Hoy voy a hacer spinning.
Dicen que quema de
500 a 900 calorías.
Los Lunes Miércoles y Viernes hago Body combat, con una sesión de abdominales que ayer me dejaron
muerta, me duelen todos los músculos de la panza, my god.
Quiero hacer ya spinning
que caprichosa soy.
Salchichas 120cal
Pollo (poco) 100cal
Media manzana 30cal
250cal (realmente patetico)